Post by Aschente on Apr 5, 2021 10:42:16 GMT -5
This was not easy to write.
As many of you know, I have in a major capacity, stepped away from the islands. However until now I aspired to maintain a presence as a non wa islander. But I have to be honest, it hasn't made me feel great lately. I left the islands because of some things/people I took personal issues with that I won't elaborate on here because I'm not here to call anything out into the open. Just suffice it to say it wasn't good for my mental health to continue to remain in leading positions within the region. And sticking around is honestly just reminding me of what I love about the islands, and making my leaving hurt more than ever. I joined the islands on a whim in 2017 expecting to jump around in tito for a few months and then let my nations slip quietly into cte. But what I found was an incredible place that gave me friends I feel closer to than many I have met in person, and opened the door for me to meet even more by staying in ns in general. The islands was there for me when I needed it and I tried to be there for the islands as much as I could to repay the community for what it's given me. But as I go to spread my wings and explore other areas of ns, it is beginning to feel like a weight in my heart that is leaving me with feelings I would rather not have.
So I won't say goodbye, but it's pretty safe to say this is a strong see you later. I will be leaving the discord for a while so I can sort myself out.
I just want everyone to know this is an incredibly difficult decision for me. I love you guys, and I hope you can forgive this.
As many of you know, I have in a major capacity, stepped away from the islands. However until now I aspired to maintain a presence as a non wa islander. But I have to be honest, it hasn't made me feel great lately. I left the islands because of some things/people I took personal issues with that I won't elaborate on here because I'm not here to call anything out into the open. Just suffice it to say it wasn't good for my mental health to continue to remain in leading positions within the region. And sticking around is honestly just reminding me of what I love about the islands, and making my leaving hurt more than ever. I joined the islands on a whim in 2017 expecting to jump around in tito for a few months and then let my nations slip quietly into cte. But what I found was an incredible place that gave me friends I feel closer to than many I have met in person, and opened the door for me to meet even more by staying in ns in general. The islands was there for me when I needed it and I tried to be there for the islands as much as I could to repay the community for what it's given me. But as I go to spread my wings and explore other areas of ns, it is beginning to feel like a weight in my heart that is leaving me with feelings I would rather not have.
So I won't say goodbye, but it's pretty safe to say this is a strong see you later. I will be leaving the discord for a while so I can sort myself out.
I just want everyone to know this is an incredibly difficult decision for me. I love you guys, and I hope you can forgive this.
